was listening to vintage tool .. couldnt resist

Forty six and 2

My shadow's
Shedding skin

andI've been picking

Scabs again.

I'm downDigging through

My old muscles

Looking for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly

Clearing out what could've been.

I've been wallowing in my own

confusedAnd insecure delusions

For a piece to cross me over

Or a word to guide me in.

I wanna feel the changes coming down.

I wanna know what I've been hiding in
My shadow.

Change is coming through my shadow.

My shadow's

shedding skin

I've been picking

My scabs again.
I've been crawling on my belly

Clearing out what could've been.

I've been wallowing in my own

chaoticAnd insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me,

Feel the outside turning in.

I wanna feel the metamorphosis

andCleansing I've endured within
My shadowChange is coming.

Now is my time.

Listen to my muscle memory.

Contemplate what I've been clinging to.

Forty-six and two ahead of me.