Friday, April 05, 2002

i have realised i am a pleaser .. i have to make everyone happy or i get restless
now making some people happy is easy ...BUT EVERYONE ...damn ... i need a vacation

Wednesday, April 03, 2002


asleep is this world .. asleep is the sky
asleep are all these butterflies .. oh these butterflies
asleep is the road

but for me .. the directionless one
wide awake .. with no momentum
sometimes in one lane othertimes in another
even if i wanted i wouldnt know which road is mine

ho asleep are these butterflies .. these butterflies
alseep is the road

Monday, April 01, 2002

neo could i take the red pill today ?
police sirens wailing in the distance

ROBBER 1 : i dont want to go to the jail man .. i am not made for that kind of shit

ROBBER 2 : yeah i was made for it the day i was born , why do u think i am doing this

this weekend i was at a buddies place in southbay trying to catch up
hadnt seen him in a while and this was the first time after a long time i was going to be sleeping
away from the comforts of my house
and i noticed strange patterns of insomnia
i couldnt sleep as i heard the clock tick .. moreover i was so exhausted from playing holi that day
i thought sleep should be easy but it wasnt ..
it made me realise how adaptability becomes harder as we grow old .. 4 or 5 years ago i would
have no problems at all .. now i missed my bed my pillow and my blanket