Hiatus Briefings

So i was gone for the cristmas and new yrs break to the east coast and .. whoa what a trip it was couldnt believe the 14 days went flying by.
Phoenix ->New york city-> jersey -> albany-> vermont ->albany->jersey->new Haven-> New york city-> jersey-> Washington D.c-> new york City -> Phoenix Phew

One thing though i will never move to the East coast .. its all fun and all but its not for me .. cant live there .. its too much of a hassle .. i guess the west has pampered me too much

Telephonic Connection

I always wondered that if you didaled a number ever so often at some point it will get stuck in ur head and u will never forget it for the rest of ur life ..

Now is the time to test a few nos i havent dialed in Years

Goti : 823502
adarsh : 7634059
chittu: 7611433

i guess i have run out of my frequent dialer freinds .. remember these were the days when u had no mobile phones and digital diaries :)

when u had it
u dint want it
now u aint got it
and u want it bad

-propellerHeads

close Encounters

Usually i dont attempt to pour my thoughts into a paragraph and be verbose in my approach to blogging, but then what the heck everyone needs a bed time story once in a while :)

So the other day i was thinking how people come and go out of our lives , sometimes on a daily basis,
tell us their little story and dissapear into the wilderness. Sometimes we are moved by these stories and other times we are like uHH do i know u??

Most of us are usually are caught up in our own little miseries that we never really have time to rewind and rollback these little stories that are hidden inside our minds.
Now ever so often u say screw yall to everything around you and escape into the woods and pick out a story that makes u happy. its like going to ur dusty cd rack and picking out music u havent heard in a while.

And then u end up thinking what ever happened to that person. Oh how i wish i had a gadget that would enable me to track my list of homies and see what they have gone thru over time. I guess the blogs do serve this purpose somebit, but wouldnt it be cool to just know everything about everyone u have cared for in your life without having to take too much effort.

the lack of such an instrument thereof is what i think to be the cause of constant change in peoples social surroundings, well not that i am discounting the burdens of the chaotic chain of everyday mundane necessities of life ... like ah my laundry basket is full or darn my credit card bill needs to be paid .. considering them as common ground , well of course if u happen to be a hippie it all dont count, i would think that the lack of close connections with people who have touched us propels us to find easy escape routes and settle for easy access scenarios ... oh you should meet this new bosnian dude i hang out with .. he is absolutley hilarious.

before i stop making any sense to meself i am sorry i have to end my attempt at pouring down my thoughts

I am Giving u away for someone else to take

This Day and age

PP says:
ate a lot of rotten grapes today
edo says:
yes
edo says:
lots of them
PP says:
yeah i love rotten grapes
PP says:
deeply fermented
edo says:
he he he
edo says:
do you have a web cam?
PP says:
they are almost about to turn alchoholic but they are waiting for some opportune moment
PP says:
those kinda grapes
PP says:
i love them
PP says:
oh they have to be red though
PP says:
green ones dnt do it for me
edo says:
well
edo says:
I like red grapes better
PP says:
they gcould be half red and green but complete green .. no admission
PP says:
u should try the ones i eat
edo says:
I wish I could grow grapes
PP says:
i buy them fresh and then i put them in a container like a tuppeware sprinkle little water and keep them in a warm place for 2 to 3 days
PP says:
then they become really fermented
PP says:
and then i suck on them and chew them slowly ejoying the juice
PP says:
oh its a heavenly feeling
edo says:
I do not really eat grapes anymore
edo says:
I used to eat them when I was back in bosnia
edo says:
we grew them
edo says:
it was kinda standard to have them
edo says:
but I did not realize that not everyone has grapes
PP says:
darn i forgot i had to go pee .. now thats what it will make u do tough .. will make u pee more often than before
PP says:
but then thats a little discomfort that can be ignored for the greater happiness
PP says:
brb

Oh Getting nostalgic on music I am


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I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it
Can not find the candle of thought to light your name
Lifetimes are catching up with me...
All these changes taking place. I wish I'd seen the place
But no one's ever taken me...
Hearts and thoughts they fade... fade away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade... fade away...
I swear I recognize your breath...
Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising
Me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former...
It's hard when, your stuck upon the shelf...
I changed by not changing at all... small town predicts my fate...
Perhaps that's what no one wants to see...
I just want to scream... Hello.
My god its been so long,... never dreamed you'd return
But now here you are... and here I am... Hearts and thoughts they fade...away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade... fade away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade... fade away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade... away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade... fade away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade... fade away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade...

- eddie V

Vegas DIRTY Vegas

Spearmint Rhino - 87.50
Breakfast Barbary Coast - 24.10
Flamingo Ventuno - 22.41
House of Blues - 157.50
Boardwalk Buffet - 34.36
Lindy's - 12.64
Paradise Buffet - 85.73
Bikini's bar - 121.00
Treasure Island Buffet - 70.00
Rum Jungle - 100.00
Rain Cover - 100.00
Rental car - 138.12
Rain(Tarun & I) - 15.00
Flamingo - 497.50
Drinks at the pool(Praveen,
Tarun & I) - 10.00
Cab - 80.00

Riding on a thin sleet of ice !!

yeah u are
yeah u are
riding on a thin sleet of ice
and u dont care
yeah u dont care
cuz u r riding on a thin sleet of ice
ah the blizzard
oh the gloom
doesnt stop u from riding on a thin sleet of ice
and the storm
raging inside
makes u go faster on the thin sleet of ice
will u turn around
give me a look
or will u keep riding on the thin sleet of ice
oh cmon babe
its not too late
gimme ur hand and i will pull u away from the thin sleet of ice

Nicknames Galore !!
hebbalabelabluuu
bunty
chinna
naaani
aishu
piluuuuu

What are u gonna be in the End ?

SO u wanna be a Rock Superstar ?

scheduling observations : civilization has gotten twisted and ingrained deeply to a strict adherance to follow the order of things that we nowadays need something called as a "schedule".
oh boy i am late for the 9.00 a.m brunch meeting with the society of ozone depletion watchers.
or more commonly .
i think it is time for my restroom break.

lighten up people and just do ur own thing

What is the meaning of a love deadlock ?

Micheal kamen died yesterday, he was 55. may his soul rest in peace.

oh Amore!!

##
OOnce in a while i come to a point when everything is zero.
Yesterday's up or down doesn't effect anything. I am in a place, like a womb,
like a still unborn baby, but the difference being I have an adult, insecure
fearful mind.
I have nothing, and all that I wanted to accomplish seems unworthwhile. The
world is there, with its million choices, and it's difficult to chose because my
adult prrbah mind finds fault with everything. Even buddha doesn't pass the
test.
We have all faced the world for however many years.
We have seen on an everyday basis new things and thngs repeating themselves.
Pleasant and unpleasant.
Fantasy, and fear are manifestations of the unstable mind. The stable mind sees
all as one, and equal. Nothing is big enough, or too small.

So the void I feel is both pleasant and unpleasant. As if I have a clean chit,
when I need a resume.

have you felt it at anytime...?

I feel small I talk big, I feel big I am silent.

I can't do much for anybody except engage them in dialogue. Maybe make people
think. No I don't think that's true either. I am now moving out of the void.
This mail is doing its job.

I have a plan for the evening, I have fantasies and fears. Talk and action.

I'd like one of you with surplus to lend me some will power.

Is there anybody?
##

Ek ladka aur ladki sirf dost nahi reh sakte
- Dil to pagal hai

I DO therefore i AM

We are Still Counting arent WE ?

No of times i will go and hit the slopes this season : 10
No of days to prove my astrologer wrong : 38
No of times i will dig into my treasure chest : 3
No of days to meeting up with crazy rahul : 14
No of weeks waisa bhi hotha hai will reign on the box office : 25
No of flowers i will recieve till the end of the year : 0
No of times i will talk to my mom till i see her again : 5
No of women i am going to ask out by the yr end : 0
No of times i will call ed a croatian : 0
No of chapters i will be done writing by the end of the yr : 1

Random Conversations :

Girl Android: we had roast pork tonight ...
SaMbO|Trooper: i let my fingers do the walking
Girl Android: put in the oven and salt-rubbed by the stirfry ninja (:
Girl Android: hence the not leaving the house thing?
Girl Android: (:
SaMbO|Trooper: ..was too busy trying to impress a chick on There LOL
SaMbO|Trooper: yep
Girl Android: lolololol oh dear....
SaMbO|Trooper: salt-rubbed. nice
Girl Android: did you get a pizza that made chicks dig you?
SaMbO|Trooper: hehe yip - sad
SaMbO|Trooper: well it APPEARED to work! lol
SaMbO|Trooper: must've been the pizza
Girl Android: lololol
SaMbO|Trooper: well it sure as hell wasn't my clothes
Girl Android: hahaahahah
SaMbO|Trooper: i look like a dork in There
SaMbO|Trooper: cos i can't afford fancy stuff hehe